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Somewhere Between Then & Now

by Pretty Polly

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1.
Hate. You make me feel so out of place You turn my pride into disgrace I’ll put you right back in your place Fate It falls right back from hate. And takes’s in comfort’s place The anguish in disgrace It lead me back to Hate. You make me feel so out of place You turn my pride into disgrace I’ll put you right back in your place Faith Is lacking on my face And feeds into your hate To prove how much you hate It leads you back to hate. Why can’t you Just show me How much you care? About hate You make me feel so out of place You turn my pride into disgrace I’ll put you right back in your place I’ll show you someone you should hate.
2.
Here now is where we'll start again. you can fear it, disguise it, and feel it pull you back way beyond belief. I'm trembling straight to my knees awaiting your embrace. we were always here ignored. we were both once here before. falling into the places we've stood still. you struggle, and tremble, and feel me ache awaiting your misery. i taste you and you smell of victory while i smell of defeat. we were always here ignored we were both here once before. …was it you before? a falling fate's appeal a simple fucked up plan a disguise colored teal. a local music scam we're stained with footprints here from when you cut above you took our place in line rendered us unloved. why don't you wait your fucking turn. wait your turn. until you deserve.
3.
For You 05:10
Whatever it is that you’re hoping to be Well, I’m here and I’m hoping too. I’d give up anything to know what you’re thinking. ‘cause right now I’m thinking only of you. So, are you thinking of me? We’re giving up to all we see When it took you to inspire me When all I’ve ever wanted was you All I need is you. Whatever it is that you’re asking of me, Well, I’m here and I’d give it to you. Show me something more than what I would think of Prove now our love is up to you. Are you thinking of me? We’re giving in to all we see When it took you to inspire me When all I ever wanted was you When all I need is you. Whatever it is that you’re hoping to be Well, I’m here and I am hoping for you. I’d give up anything to know what you’re thinking ‘cause right now, this is all for you. So, are you thinking of me? We’re giving up to all we see When it took you to inspire me When all I’ve ever wanted was you When all I need is you.
4.
Between Us 05:44
Over & over I feel the same old dirty sting. All from the pain that You were always meant to bring. I can’t say now What it is you’d say to me. All your words, they Always seem to break thru me. Falsed devotions Faked emotions What a notion? You’re so in love Falsed devotions Faked emotions What a notion? You’re not in love How I felt you Being ever so insincere I can’t help it If I think of you, my dear Give in right now To what you’ve been trying to prove ‘cause sooner or later, You know we’ll both bound to lose Falsed devotions Faked emotions What a notion? You’re so in love Falsed devotions Faked emotions What a notion? You’re not in love Is anything still true? I meant this all for you… What between us is true? All I want is To be what you wouldn’t expect But now, I know that I was always meant to forget. Give in, just once To the way it is you feel If you admit it, Then we might be able to deal. What is it between us that I don’t know? Whatever’s between us, I just don’t know. What is it between us that I don’t know? Whatever’s between us, I just don’t know. I don’t know.
5.
There’s just something about you that hurts me Over and over again She sometimes gives me something to hope for And still I hurt inside After all, she’s the one who can see thru Whatever I might hide And every time that I hear her voice now It makes me ache all over She doesn’t feel the same ways like I feel I’m trying hard to feel for her There’s just something about her that hurts me Every time and over again Still, I stand here with arms wide open Over and over again I just don’t think you’d understand There’s just something about you that hurts me Over and over again Still I’m standing with arms wide open Over and over again And this thing that’s inside you still hurts me You grow colder each day by day And every time that I feel you closer I feel as if I can’t escape. I just don’t think you’d understand.
6.
And now he knows just how it feels To own in all The comfort in his self-defeat Intolerable And how he opened up his arms To find her gone And one more chance he’s asking To prove it wasn’t wrong He’s never ever wanted more than I could ever give in He’s never ever wanted more Than I could ever give him He’s never ever wanted more Than I could ever give in To what’s hurting you… And now he knows just how it feels To owe it all The comfort in his self-defeat So untolerable And how he opened up his heart To find her gone And one more chance he’s asking To prove it wasn’t wrong He’s never ever wanted more than I could ever give in He’s never ever wanted more Than I could ever give him He’s never ever wanted more Than I could ever give in To what’s hurting you… Whatever leads you down Is bound to turn around. We’re always searching but we’re Always lost, not found. You never know just what you’ve got Until it’s gone. It doesn’t matter ‘cause Whatever’s done is done. Just one more chance To make amends Just one more chance To try and be with you To be With You.
7.
And here’s to all those things In life I render so unfair. And how I’m teased from day to day With what I just can’t have. I’m bound to struggle with my thoughts of her And of her hair. To which the smell compares to no other, And leaves me in such dispare. And all I wanted was a sample Of real life poetry And it feels so great to share with you Something that they can’t see. And it feels so great to feel the air From your mouth breath with me. And how I cherish every waking moment That you’re right here. And how I love to watch you sleep And feel you be sincere. And nothing compares to certain days And just how good it is you can be. And all I wanted was a sample Of real life poetry.
8.
Forward this day And kneel down to pray If you feel it helps Then so be it… Hold this moment in time And remember this sting It’s meant as a laugh At any moment you’d bring Experimenting on our fate To disappoint your mental state And fear not only what you’d bring When does this prayer end and begin.. God, if you’re out there Stop mocking me With your cruel creations… (God) if you’re out there stop mocking me With your cruel creations… Hold yesterday So I can live it again Let’s start over At where we once began ‘cause this pulse is weakened and you heart feels faint Is this how it’s done? Don’t you understand? Don’t underestimate The power of disbelief Experimenting on our fate To disappoint your mental state And fear not only what you’d bring When does this prayer end and begin? When all I’ve wanted was to believe But day by day, it’s harder to conceive In faith that stands behind our fate I’m on my knees for your own sake… Well, I got it… Yeah, I got it But it wasn’t that funny… God, I got it (forget me) Yeah, I got it (forget me) But it wasn’t that funny… (I forgot you…)
9.
Obsolete 04:55
Always wrong (you take what you need, now I’m down on one knee) With something gone (you want more from me, sucked dry & left me empty) I’m missing you (you take what you need,& left me obsolete) What else is new? I’m overblown and in this fragile state I’m about to blow up & I’m about to faint Always wrong With something gone I’m missing you What else can I do? I’m overblown and in this fragile state I’m about to blow up & I’m about to faint This image of us seems so obsolete When you return, will it make us both complete?
10.
(And) here’s to the rain To help wash away This bitter taste And this stale membrane Of what lies beneath This stained surface and skin And help clean the sin And what I once Believed In
11.
Try so hard to see The struggle from within. And the thoughts of no one else Thinking of me… Well, something’s got to give Because my body feels faint. Attempting to believe But where’s my faith? And god It’s hard Forgive me Now When I Turn my back… So please forgive me For feeling thoughts of doubt And testing my own will It’s not what I’m about. Is this her disguise? Are you glimpsing me with fear. Of failure yet to come. The failure deep within.. Me… (fuck them) I’m anti-everyone. God help me God show me God help me… Please show me.. To see thru her disguise And see myself within… I’ve heard of better dreams. And I heard of a better place. When else can I see This. There’s only 2 times When this better place exists Both when I close my eyes. Or when I feel your embrace… (fuck that!!!) I’m anti-everyone. Sick sick sick Sick sick sick

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"there's not much one can do once they find themselves lying face down in the dirt... left to wither and die, alone and in discomfort & disgrace. except, of course to force yourself to rise, dust yourself off and look in the mirror & try to convince yourself that you're stronger than they think you are. and put aside the imagery which makes you ache and find the will to not be broken. this is the perfect time for surprise. this is the perfect time for change. this is the time to follow the path you've chosen, no matter how dark it may look. and when you finally look back at the end of that road to find another broken soul as you had once been so long ago, reassure them that things can only get better. and that there's only so long that they can be stuck somewhere between then & now..."

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released May 1, 2001

Rob Galluzzo - Vocals/Guitars/Bass, Steven DeJoseph - Drums/Vocals and recorded by. 1, 3-6 co-written with Matt Campbell.

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Pretty Polly was a 3 piece Long Island, NY based band from 1995-2005 started by Rob Galluzzo (The Great Below) & Stephen DeJoseph (Playing Dead, Taking Back Sunday).

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